15/5/09
Eldest is spending cash like it is going out of fashion on
pure crap that he then just sets aside, I have tried all banks for him to join but he
needs photo ID and he will not go out to get any so I found out he can have
a post office account called Post Bank without ID so that is now set
up for him.
I went to my GP and gave him back the Lexapro tablets, telling him that it is
not chemicals I need, it's a life, a break, a holiday, my son back to
normal and a muzzle for my younger son who pains me so badly with how he talks to me. The GP said he understands how
difficult it must be for me. I told him about my palpitations, I last
had them as bad as this when I left the ex, not like bubbles rising
up to the throat, it's like a mule kicking me in the chest and takes
my breath away and stops me in my tracks. He puts me on Xanax .25mg
twice a day. I cannot let my eldest get his hands on these. I only
take half of one in the morning and again at night. It has stopped
the palpitations so I will continue taking them for the time being.
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